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Saturday, October 23rd, 2004

Subject:MOVED!
Time:4:46 pm.
Mood: relieved.
All friends and other readers, I have finally moved. Earlier than I anticipated but I have way too much free time. You can locate me now, here: Touching Evil 24/7!
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Friday, October 22nd, 2004

Subject:Ah!
Time:10:22 pm.
Mood: groggy.
Oh my god, I haven't updated for such a long time and when I did it was one of my shittiest posts ever, which is why, a new LiveJournal will be coming next week. Yes. So until that time, please count on a lack of posts and please enjoy the final layout at Queeroid until the next journal!
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Wednesday, October 20th, 2004

Subject:I Have Been Uber Busy
Time:8:06 pm.
Mood: thirsty.
So much has happened since my last entry which was god who knows when, and I am sorry about that. School has been hectic and I have just been really busy. I am trying to find Grudge pictures for a new layout but if i can't find any, I will probably just whip up a layout featuring infamous horror villains. So, Touching Evil is done. If you want to know more, then just read the blog there. Nothing big has happened otherwise. It's been such a while. And I will be opening up a new LiveJournal around December because this one feels cluttered. So, yeah.
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Friday, October 15th, 2004

Subject:When Was The Last Time I Updated?
Time:10:02 pm.
Mood: restless.
OMG! When was the last time I updated. I'm sorry, but I have been so uber busy. I've had tests at school. I have been trying to keep three sites up and running. All the links will be updated soon, or if I am approved for the Carrie White fanlisting, I might just close all my sites and just focus on running the fanlisting. I am busy listening to Everybody Loves Rayman and my brother and cousin fighting. I am very distracted right now. I watched four hours of CSI and then went to Kopps. School has been so horrible. Teasing from freshman no-names. I have been on the search for a boyfriend. I don't know why I want one. Maybe it's for security reasons, I don't know. The Amy Acker layout will be coming down soon, however, so I can put up a Halloween themed layout. I just can't over thinking that I need a new LiveJournal. Whatever. This weekend, uneventful except for Sunday. I will be going to Mayfair to shop til I drop. I might be inviting a friend. Anyway, I am going to LeClub to hang out tomorrow, you know because its fun and there are som really hot guys there. All straight, unfortunatley. The other day, I went out and bought The Day After Tomorrow. Best movie, Jake Gylanhaal is so hot! I hope I spelled that right. So, okay.
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Wednesday, October 13th, 2004

Subject:Long, Long, Day
Time:6:31 pm.
Mood: blah.
Today was a very long day. Someone drugged me with an unknown substance and that made myself hazardous to myself. So it took me awhile to calm down. So I walked home and went to Solly's for lunch. I was getting ready to go to Mayfair when my mom found out that I had an appointment today and that totally made me mad. So mad I fell asleep for three hours. By the time I woke up, off I went to my appointment. When it was over, I rollerbladed home and hung out with Cam and Brooke. I love Cam and Brooke. Then it got cold and I cam inside and watched Smallville and The Mountain. The actors on that show are so hot. So now I am here. I am opening a small blog/collective called Touching Evil. You should go and check it out. I changed the Charmin Really link above so now it should link to Touching Evil which is still under construction. So, yeah.
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Tuesday, October 12th, 2004

Subject:Just Another Day
Time:1:46 pm.
Mood: irritated.
Today was just another day. Went to school, did homework, had substitute teachers. I figured out that the Freddy VS. Jason layout was to large so I made another one. This one features Amy Acker from Angel. Isn't she pretty? I love Amy, especially when she plays Fred. Okay, so I had a test today and have more tests on Thursday on Friday. I only have a half day tomorrow because there is student testing tomorrow. I hate those standarized tests. So my mom scheduled another appointment for me today. I have to meet with the shrink who prescribes all my medication. Other than that, just another day. I know, so boring right? And, I almot forgot, the cheerleading squad at school wants me on the squad! So fetch, right?
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Monday, October 11th, 2004

Subject:Monday...AGAIN
Time:4:55 pm.
Mood: flirty.
So today was okay. Uneventful. I came home and went to Big Bay park with my brother and cousin. Then I came home and looked at some porn. I am getting ready to go to Panera for dinner. Charming Really still under minor construction. I am thinking about opening a personal site called Touching Evil. All ready have it registered. I don't know. I have Math homework tonight. I am trying to get the Freddy VS. Jason layout to show up.
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Sunday, October 10th, 2004

Subject:Homecoming and WhatNot
Time:11:57 am.
Mood: devious.
Okay, so the last time I updated was Friday. Well, a ton of stuff has happened since then. On Friday, I bladed for awhile, to burn off some steam. And then some kids harrassed me in front of my own house, which got me on an idea. I am writing "The Not So Nice Book About Not So Nice People." Basically its a book that verbally bashes all the kids who make me Carrie. And speaking of Carrie, I get to be Carrie on Halloween. It is going to be so fetch. So then Saturday I got my flu shot and hair cut and then spent the rest of the day just hanging out kind of. I went to the mall and bought the Mean Girls movie soundtrack and a book about how to write screenplays. I also replaced by Carrie book because my friend ruined it. Yeah, not cool. But it was no biggy. Then I went out for dinner at Applebees, like a really good restaurant and then I went and saw The Forgotten which is a creepy ass movie. I got home and watched Family Guy and then went to bed. And now, I am here typing away on a Sunday. My brother and parents are going to a democratic rally today and soon I am going to my dad's new office with my family to just check it out. I know, right? I cleaned my room and have to take a shower and maybe work on getting a new icon and making a new layout since this one kind of sucks. I am still pondering wheather to get a new journal or not. Anyway, Charming Really is finished except for the galleries and some missing extra sections. I am glad that I don't have to worry about deadlines though. Okay, I have to go.
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Friday, October 8th, 2004

Subject:Been A While
Time:3:26 pm.
Mood: numb.
Okay, so its been awhile since I have updated, but I have been really busy. School has been a bitch, homecoming is tonight and my mind has been elsewhere. So much stress. Charming Really is finally finished except with a few under construction sections. Sam lied to me again and never intended to want to get back together so I am currently single and not loving it. I want the sex and the wonderful love and kindness shared between two people. Anyway, so the other day this kid mocked me and called me a fag in front of the entire class and made me cry. The vice principal got mad at me for telling him to shut up. Hell? Verbal defense and like no relevance. Anyway, I would have taken care of the kid myself, but I am on probabtion with my parents for throwing my brother's friend by his hair over a chair after he made a vulgar gay referance. So the homecoming game and parade is tonight and I am not going. Tomorrow night is the dance and again I am not going to to wanting to keep my sanity and my life. So I wrote a song today that hopefully my friend will put to music, because you know she is talented. My mom set up my shrink appointment for today, right after school, so soon and that was stupid, because you know, its Friday. Okay, gotta go. Wanna get something to eat.
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Wednesday, October 6th, 2004

Subject:Today I Broke A Mirror
Time:6:14 pm.
Mood: stressed.
So today was all bad luck. It started in Spanish, but got worse because I broke a mirror in art. So badness. I walked home from school like I usually do and when I got home I went out blading and ran into my next doo neighbors. They're like little so I played with them and then got bored and left. So I bladed some more, outed myself to my neighbor Mr. Velicer and vented about how I will probably be transfering schools. So now I am inside, horny and will probably go jerk off again. Damn, I forgot no sex talk. New layout, featuring Scooby Doo everyone. Deciding on if a new LiveJournal is in order.
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Tuesday, October 5th, 2004

Subject:Pissed As Hell
Time:6:00 pm.
Mood: moody.
Okay, maybe not as hell, but still pissed. My mom is mad because I borrowed lunch money from friends today which is SO not cool because I was hungry and I have been losing to much weight by not eating. Today was pajama day at school so I got to wear my pajamas. And big news! Sam and I are talking again and we are goign to discuss our relationship. I am uber exicted but at the same time am wondering if he is lying to me. I don't want to be hurt again. So I have decided that I am going to try and not clutter the journal with quizzes. I am even considering getting a new journal just focusing on school and the whole being gay issue. So, yeah. My English teacher is pissing the hell out of me because she called my unreliable which I am so not. I didn't take my meds today so I was super bitchy and moody and I didn't want to do something to get me in trouble. The possibility of me going to another school is high right nor. Sad but not so sad. Standing Strong and Untouched are out of the picture. I decided I really didn't want to run sites like that. So I opened a site I did want to run. Charming Really is a Charmed, Buffy, and Angel related fan clique. I can't wait till it opens in 8-10 days! Okay, I have other work to do. My computer is being a bitch and won't let me access some important crap.
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Monday, October 4th, 2004

Subject:School Again
Time:4:01 pm.
Mood: sleepy.
Okay, I am going to try something. I am going to try and not talk about sex and being horny all the time, although right now I do have a massive erection. Anyway, school was so fucking whatever today. My English teacher is mad at me for no reasonable reason and the fact that I saw kids I hate today made me cringe. Thank god, I will be transferring schools soon. I hate it there. Anyway, Tasha has made it all the way to the new and improved country kitchen! Yeah you! I am sure there will be newer brands of the country kitchen soon. So I have not a lot of homework tonight, thank god, because homework sucks. I am tired. I stayed up super late reading and watching Law and Order: SVU. So I was like dead in school today. And now my mom is home so I am gonna go.
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Sunday, October 3rd, 2004

Subject:Today
Time:6:30 pm.
Mood: exhausted.
Okay, so today I got up early to say goodbye to my aunt and uncle and then went to go help me cousin paint with her boyfriend. He is opening a carry-out restaurant, and I have to say painting was fun. Other than that, I hung out with Cam today. We watched CSI and made a fire in the fireplace. And then I felt the desperate need for excerise and I went out and burned off some steam rollerblading. Now I am here, at the computer, typing away while my brother and our friend Carly classify bugs for biology. Okay, I want to go watch a movie now.
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Saturday, October 2nd, 2004

Subject:Brand New
Time:11:27 pm.
Mood: tired.
Okay, this is just a minor post stating that finally I have the layout code up. Big kudos to Ryan for the coding. Also, Standing Strong will be being replaced with Untouched, a hosting site for my collection of graphics.
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Subject:Went Shopping Today
Time:5:44 pm.
Mood: happy.
Okay, so we went to Mayfair and Bayshore so my cousin could get some resumes and job applications. I am so proud because I didn't spend all of my money! I bought a poster with Stewie on it and the new Avril Lavinge CD. So, yeah. My friends Cam and Brooke are over and we will probably go hang or something. My other cousin is here now and we might see a movie tonight or just stay here and chill. My dad is going to grill late tonight because we all ate late. And I only ate once today because I really want to lose three pounds. So, yeah.
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Subject:Hola Bitches!
Time:11:59 am.
Mood: working.
Well, my night was uneventful. I watched Ginger Snaps and fell asleep. I hung with some friends which was cool. I e-mailed with Ryan back and forth and discussed some stuff. I don't know why I'm writing. I just felt like it. Nothing much happened. I ate a muffin this morning. Made a few icons. Took a shower. And now I have a friend over. She's fighting with her sister. Her sister can be annoying, I don't know. Apparently she just hung up. I am taping the Real World marathon right now. I love that show. Okay, gonna go do some shit.
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Friday, October 1st, 2004

Subject:Things I Didn't Know
Time:10:35 pm.
Mood: horny.
DisorderRating
Paranoid:High
Schizoid:Moderate
Schizotypal:Moderate
Antisocial:Moderate
Borderline:Very High
Histrionic:High
Narcissistic:High
Avoidant:High
Dependent:High
Obsessive-Compulsive:High

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Subject:So Fetch!
Time:7:20 pm.
Mood: numb.
Okay, yay, new icon! My computer is being retarded and won't let me download the layout code the wonderful Ryan sent me, so there won't be a layout for a while. Sorry everyone. My relatives will be here like any minute and my mom has to leave to go to some appointment, so I will make this quick. Picture Day was today and I spilled pizza sauce on my shirt. It sucked, and it was a sluxy shirt. Yeah, I said sluxy. That's my word. A cross between sluty and sexy. I watched Mean Girls again today and will probably watch it later. And I reall need to jerk off to some porn. Mmmmm. LOL! Some seniors called me a fag and fat today and wow, I was having such a good day until then. Oh, but I got stung on the butt by a bee earlier, so that wasn't fun. Okay, so love ya, bye!
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Thursday, September 30th, 2004

Subject:Two Days Of Pain
Time:9:28 pm.
Mood: frustrated.
Wow, this is going to be really hard for me to say. Two days ago, our house was vandalized. Someone wrote 'A Fag Lives Here' in big, black permanent marker on the window next to out door. I was questioned that night, by the police for half an hour. I was in shock. My friends vouge to kick anyone's ass who comes near me and frankly, I am thankful to have friends like them. The next day, my cousin took me shopping to help me feel better. I bought Mean Girls, my new obsession. So you can count on a new icon featuring 'The Plastics' or the one person I relate most to in the world, Carrie White. I watched that movie seven times yesterday. So sad I know. This weekend, my cousin's parents are coming up from Iowa to check on her. I am really looking forward to some down time. Sad to say though, that I will probably be switching schools in the middle of the year. I really don't know how much more I can take. Plus, I am failing in some of my classes. I am also very sexually deprived. I need someone, anyone, to fuck. Although it must be a guy, I am still sticking to that. My hand just isn't pleasing me much anymore. LOL! So, Ryan got me the layout code, and I shall be busy working ont that later. I really want to open a large site, but I can't think of what. I want a personal site or a big blog, but am not really sure. If anyone has any suggestions, please don't hesitate to e-mail me or comment.
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Tuesday, September 28th, 2004

Subject:I'm A Rocket Man!
Time:4:16 pm.
Mood: horny.
I love that song! Especially when Stewie sings it. I love Stewie. And happy birthday Katie Graham! Okay, here is what's up. School was okay today. Just okay. Last night I went to bed super early because I was uber tired. Sarah ca't go to homecoming so I am not going. I will stay home and watch Carrie and eat popcorn. From my last entry. Yes, my classmates were going to humiliate me in front of the entire student body at homecoming. I didn't want to go then and I am not going now. Thanks you Ryan for posting. I thought more about suicide today. And in the end it always seems like the right thing to do. Katie said it would be selfish. I know, but I would be better off dead. I mean there are a ton of people who just wouldn't care. I mean for one thing I am sick and tired of being single. It pains me somehow. I don't know. But I want to be with a guy. I mean, my dream last night was like, WOW! But we don't need to get into that. Well, super horny. Haven't been that for awhile. Wait, actually I have. My arm is all covered in pretty designs. I was really bored during computers. Also back to Ryan, I will be putting up a layout code soon. I don't know when. I just know I will be. Now, I am really hungry and have to go jerk off to some porn.
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